Do you think it's creepy to fantasize about losing my virginity in this manner?

Okay first no it's not creepy nor is it impossible to lose your virginity like this. I stayed a virgin until this year, I'm 19. I lost it to a guy I really care about and have know since 8th grade. Sex was never a big deal to me. And it still isn't but it was to him and he thought my first time had to be perfect. It was, he was gentle and romantic stopping to ask if I was okay and laid with me after, not bothering to get dressed just holding me. So yes you can lose your virginity that way and no it's not creepy to imagine it with your crush, most people do.